Lonely, or Pathetic?

Seeing everyone in relationships is starting to make me question.. why aren’t I the one taking kissy-face pictures with my lover, and uploading them to Facebook just to see how many likes I can get? Do people really do that to be sincere, or are they just rubbing it in your face that their lives are going great because they are in an amazing relationship? I doubt it. Then again, I never know what to think. The last relationship I was in was tragic, and not a horrible, they got shot kind of tragic. Instead of being called “babe” or “hun”, I was being called crazy, and bipolar. Great pet names right? That relationship left a sour taste in my mouth.. (please get your head out of the gutter). Everytime the word Relationship comes up, I cringe. Why can’t we be contempt with one person, without having to stick by a label. I watch these celebrities plan their weddings and think to myself, “Am I really going to be able to spend the rest of my life with one person?” Relationship are not my cup of tea, no matter how much you hear me say I’m lonely. I just want someone to shoot a text my way asking me how my day was, just for the hell of it! Or maybe, when the weather ruins our plans, you can come over and we can cuddle and watch cartoons or read novels (my absolute favorite!). But no, everyone wants a label. While you try to define something to get your peers approval, I will be on the couch with a carton of Blue Bunny ice cream, watching Demi Moore’s breakdown in St. Elmo’s Fire for the millionth time. I think I got off track.. Oh well! In the end, relationships suck. You never win. You’re never fulfilled. So to all of you in “relationships”, more power to ya! and I’m going to turn over and cuddle with my imaginary lover. No matter how pathetic I am, I’m still going to win INSHALLAH, may Allah help us all, AMEEN!