When last did i cry??? TODAY ):

INNALLIAHI WA'INA ILLAHI RAJI'UN

JALEELA 

You left me over a year ago; I can’t say it has been easy learning to live without you. I’ve come to terms with the fact that I will never see you again. It was incredibly difficult to reconcile my desire to see you .

I don’t know why you had to go. Of all of the people on earth, all six billion, I don’t understand why you had to leave me behind. I miss you, I always have. The news still covers the car crash like it’s just another story, but I can’t watch it because I know it’s not just another story, it’s the grave of my CLOSE friend, JALEELA  ):

For the first time in a year  i visit your parents today. The sky is blue and the birds were singing, I bought  nothing with me , except dua's for you  , may Allah forgive  her and grant her aljantul firdaus were the only words i could say to  your parents ):

I haven’t accept that you are gone, I haven’t accept that I won’t hear your voice again, that we can’t make promises and laugh together. I know we had our fights and said things that we shouldn’t have but thanks to those things we grew closer.

Even though you are gone, you are still here with me, in my heart and soul and when the time comes we will be together again, this is not a ‘goodbye’ just a ‘see you later’  INSHALLAH 

Remember once you told me “Neither heaven or hell nor the earth can get in the way between true friends” --- Jaleela (:

May Allah  ( SWT) have mercy on you Jaleela, and may he grant you alajanatul- firdaus! 

I miss & love you ):