It just hurts so badly sometimes , sometimes i feel like am being thrown into a train track , but the train only hits my heart, continuously over and over again without failure ):

Maybe my heart is too weak, there's just this feeling. Memories that i don't want to remember just linger and don't seem to go away, why cant i be happier?  I am so confused right now, the confusion am feeling right now
Wunt disappear over night , but SOMEWAY, SOMEHOW, EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT  INSHALLAH (: